these big town dreams that I've been chasing/will never come true if I wind up staying.

I'm sick of feeling worthless and I'm sick of pretending I don't.
I hate that society teaches you that your self-worth is connected to which guys "like" you.
I am sick of this town, and I am sick of my school. I'm tired of being around sixteen year-old kids who drink. I'm tired of people being nice to when I look nice and bad to me when I look bad.

I need to get out of this town.

Why doesn't anyone NICE ever like me?